For anyone new to this blog that???s what the whole damn thing is about anyway, recovery and self-help. (Here is a link to my blog introduction <a href="http://danielandrewlockwood.com/2013/05/02/self-help-for-beginners-welcome-to-my-blog/)">http://danielandrewlockwood.com/2013/05/02/self-help-for-beginners-welcome-to-my-blog/)</a> I???ve been through a lot of crap; a lot of it life threatening, but I???ve never been through like what was to come.