ings that make you feel safe and secure and loved. <br /><br />i do not think anyone loves me. i mean i know my children do, but you know how parents have favorites and grandparents or other family. or people have best friends, etc. i have no one. <br /><br />no one calls. no one emails. aside from my children...if i disappeared today, no one would notice. or it would be a quick blip on the radar a