e doing something with this life of mine. i am a bit desperate, but, i know better that i can not have a desperate job. my guiding principle? i do not deserve anything less. and before you raise your brows, lemme define less. it is anything that you feel you do not deserve. i do not deserve anything that i feel i do not deserve.Boyish is a character you will learn to like or get bored with. and i will not ca