retyping my post fml argh! time, never within my grasp. it flies in times of joy, creeps in times of work and heals in times of pain. as of now, time is the test of my patience. here is merely the beginning of a long grueling wait, and the future remains uncertain. meanwhile, things have not been smooth to those around me as well. but i have a belief when the goings get tough, we get tougher! we hav