. "s the person i normally prtrayed myself to be and that was the scariest thing of all. who am i when these extreme emotions take over? am i still theo? i cannot honestly answer that question. i believe the rage and other emotions are a part of me but a part i have not become acquainted with. it is almost as though that person of rage is like the ones who did what they did to me and my sister. i kno" . . .