. . . "So i try to do the work past midnight when i can. to lessen my guilt, we do projects every day and go somewhere everyday. then when i am working, there???s less guilt. i have given up projects and other things on my plate until they are a little older and need less attention. i don???t have and dont want cable for them. and if i am working at home as if i am outside working, then i am doing someth" .