. . . "nk about her all day long, it didn't affect my every day life..but she is always there in the back of my mind..i open my browser and the first thing i type is whitney although most of the time this board is already in one of the tabs, i do not even bother to close it..so he is what hurts, the thought of never again getting a couple of photos of her going to dinner or little unexpected videos like" .