". i know.. life is a gamble, but gamble smart. dont bet all your chips unless you can see a couple of aces. work hard in what you do.. but consciously know that fate is a bitch so that u wont be too depressed when she is making a scene. if you wanna just dive in, regardless.. then have the strength to pull yourself up. yes, im up! tomorrow we will decide whether to just dive in again or not. =D" . . . .