. . . "pped internally, giving me a feeling that i did something wrong. im hoping to be able to drain it long enough to only be draining either blood, or especially hopefully nothing. i had no heads developing, but just squeezed so hard, that it popped at the bottom of the lobe. im hoping ive done the right thing, as it was able to pop, its so raw and red and lightly bleeding, but i feel im helping it by" .