. . . "I do not know what to do with myself for the rest of my life.Unless you are going through this no one has any idea what it is like and nothing anyone can say will help (NOTHING ) Comment by Eva Ramirez on April 13, 2010 at 6:28pm my world came crashing down on november 29, 2009 around 11pm I had just gone to bed and there was a knock at the door." .