"AVI, unlike me, cant imagine that there are a lot of people who like pain, who like to hurt others and are happy to do so. i grew up in a very bad place, my experiences taught me early in life that these people exist, and they want to hurt me, and they are happy to do so if i let them. you see. if you have had that experience. like those who survived those other states, you would not be giving peo" . . . . .