"I was not for one minute negative or doom and gloom.I believe God had already given me a sense of peace.I tried not to act as if this was our last trip together because I knew it wasn't.But I would be lying if I didn't tell you that I was still scared...worried that I might not be climbing these rocks again.I know...be positive.And I am truly trying.But there was a part of me that wanted to be r" . . . .