"everything is quiet at my house. i just woke up from my midnight shift at work. the windows and doors are open, a light cool breeze is coming in. i hear leaves moving in the wind, and birds and other animals all around. i have my coffee in my hand, and i am feeling relaxed. this is a good time, to step back and reflect about my feelings. sometimes the blogs i write, are just a jumbled mess of raw" . . . . .