one day we were alone in the house. daddy was at work and i looked down at you. my hair was a mess and i was tired. you smelled like sour milk as usual. my shirt was stained. i did not know the last time i had a shower. i did not know the last time you had either for that matter.... we both looked a mess. i laughed. you looked at me like you did not recognize the way i looked when i laughed, confu