Eli's lips touch her forehead, and Clare's shaking, and everything is wrong.I am sorry, says Clare for the thousandth time since their affair started.it is okay, he says for the thousandth time as well.I should have never broken up with you, she says miserably, and his heart stops.I was a mess, he says, full of understanding.I just could not handle it, she cries.Can you handle it now? he