Ya know, I too don??t feel I measure up to all that God wants me to be.Well, this is where I believe Gal. 2:20 kicks in: I have been crucified with Christ...no longer I who live but Christ who lives in me.I think this life is a matter of decreasing who we are (as John the Baptist said, I must decrease; He must increase) -- and the best way is to simply yield...surrender.