It is still a mystery to me why this kept happening to me, when I always did well in school and won everything I ever tried my hand at.<br /><br />It still eludes me, and I think about it all the time, going over in my head all the jobs I have had, and who could have been after me.<br /><br />I do agree with you that maybe compliance is an issue, or butt-kissing men, or maybe I do not 'look up' to th