Hi Phillydo not be in a rush to dismiss PTSD, you may have Bi-Polar but you could also be going through PTSD.PTSD is not just experiencing a death of a loved, a natural disaster or witnessing a fatal car crash as most people put it down to, it could be that after 20 years of having fun you now feel you have suddenly come to a grinding halt with nothing to do with your time except think about the pa