And every second of every day we are feeling all of the rapture and fear and bliss and ohshitwhathavewedone joy that comes along with having a baby.Right this moment, I am 14 weeks along this insane/beautiful/strange/miraculous ride of pregnancy, and even though he or she is only the size of a large lemon (all curled up and snuggling inside me), this baby is the biggest thing he is ever going to