e but inside, I am not the least bit lonely. it is like one single event, a super miniscule and stupid event (that just happened and was completely beyond my control!!!) was all it took to sorta set me free. and though i know that being phased out and losing my friends is a pretty big thing (he is why I am in a crisis), i have a slight hunch that from here on, things can only go up.i read in this co