it is a rather puerile answer, of course, and pretty stupid-sounding even if it were true, which it is obviously not, but at this point it is ingrained, and I should really get out of the habit, though I still think it beats Oh, all kinds of stuff on nearly every occasion.) But I do shudder a lot when I think of the kind of tunnel vision I would get about things; it is not that I cared about what I