I have told y'all thing no one i love or care for knows. i hope this helps you. p.s. if do not believe in god i think its time especially if you feel like this all it take is for you to go somewhere quiet, for ex. room w/ out phones and TV or car, and talk to god like you would talk to a friend you are asking for help. im_loosing_my_mind_1985 there are many negative things in the world....ifeel that w