please alex take the gift that dr phil has given you.I know it is hard to get off these drugs,and I think you think it is one big party but it is not.I know I also am chemicaly depentant on the same kind of drugs from my doctors.and belive me I have tried to quit on my own and I can not do it.if there was a place here for me to get help I would.you will live in hell if you dont and you may even die.y