you know when i got this book i wasn't quite sure what it was about especially with the cover. and then i just wasn't sure if I would like it. i didn't know the author. so i was mostly just unsure. and even when i read it. it was starting to be super confusing and i didn't know if i could keep going on reading this book. but as i got further in it, boy did it take off and then i just could not put it d