salamo alikomI hope you do not mind helping me i reaaly feel lost, yesterday i was about to commit suicide, I did many mistakes in my life, I had everything but i lost everything a second even my Fianc???? who refuses to get back to me , i needed friends but i found no body ,which was a shock to me how can they let me down? i used to help them always by their sides,i find it difficult to live , i w