THE SQUIRREL SCENE. SIDNEY JUST TRIES SO HARD AND THEN THIS WEIRD CRAP HAPPENS TO HER WHEN SHE???S TRYING TO DO SOMETHING GOOD. IT???S THE KIND OF THING THAT HAPPENS TO ME AND SOUNDS TOO CRAZY TO BE TRUE. Q: There were times in the book I wanted to shake Sydney, and other times I just really wanted to give her a hug.