This is the first time I????????ve ever told my story to anyone, including my Husband, which is why I am using an e-mail address on Yahoo he doesn????????t know about.?? We are married for twenty years, and have three lovely children.?? My husband and I have a normal sex life, (nothing kinky), and he still thinks I lost my virginity to my first boyfriend, Michael Schwarz. (Not his real name.)?? He