But I was also terribly stressed, and I knew exactly why ??? it was the same reason I had previously altered my daily route or time to avoid walkers or runners in the morning (honestly not much of a problem at 4:30AM), and the same reason I hadn???t run a 5K or other race in the past 23 years: I was still seeing myself as ???slow motion kid???, made a joke of by my own parents and the parents of o