Hey!! <br /><br />I wont pretend to know how you feel but my experience was that Depression was a sign, my body and mind's way of letting me know that something is terribly wrong with my envirnoment/lifestyle and a change MUST come if I am to grow and be at peace.<br /><br />My Doctor said gave me the best ever advice when she said the anti-depressants are just a crutch - if you dont sort the actu