yzed. nothing to do but think. >> i made one promise to myself on day one. i was not going to allow it to alter my life except in ways which are sort of having to do with gravity. I am not going to defy gravity and I am not going to walk and water ski again. he is fine. so that you know. but on the big things in life, the direction of my life, what i was going to do, that would not change at all. >>