02-25-08 at 9:24 pm as i am reading through all this i feel sad none of you are enjoying your life this is your one time on this earth its not a trial run for something beter the truth is none of us are happy with are body and never will be weight is not the issue but you all seem to think it is you have got to try and fight it anorexia is a illness not a cure talk to friends family or even strang