Lalich was also one of the people in charge of burning new members??? belongings, including diaries, marriage licenses and other memorabilia of their lives before the cult. ???We sat there for days and threw this stuff in the fire,??? she said.In 1986, one year out of the cult, Lalich wrote a poem:I guess the worst part about itis what they did to my brainThey took my brainand along with it my fee