I believe that anything I can choose to do, I can change my mind and unchoose to do later???I???m what people call a Calvinist because my life today is so hard???sick, sick baby, angry frustrated 4 1/2 yr old, mastitis, all help gone for the day, dogs throwing up and barking, stomach cramps, diabetic, diet restricted to mostly chicken and rice due to baby (which I don???t have time to cook and am