i had some real life skills. i come from people with skills. carpenters, sailors, cowboys, soldiers, priests, travelers. my brother works on a sailboat now, he built a garden box with my dad in their backyard. i have only gotten in a few fights. i wish it didn't take so much to make me mad. i feel like i should make something other than poems. I am sick of smiling for people. if you are an awkward pe